YOU are all I ever think about, but I am not all you ever think about. So I think it is time to push YOU to the back and up out of my mind because YOU are wasting space I could have for someone special. — Criss ♥

HOURS LATER…..

DAMN!! I just said I was going to push YOU to the back and up out of my mind, but just as soon as YOU got to the back YOU found your way back to the front of my mind. I can’t help the fact that my heart LOVES YOU, can’t help the fact that YOU are on my mind the way you are. My heart won’t release YOU. I can easily say I won’t think bout you and stop for awhile, but moments later I’m thinking about YOU all over again. What am I to do when there is only one side to this. It is hard to let you go. So I’m going to try and try over and over again til YOU are gone for good. — Criss I ♥ YOU

THE NEXT MORNING…

I had the sweetest dream about HIM [ blushes ] yea I did not want to wake up from it. The way YOU hold and touch me was amazing. The way our lips felt against each other I was in Paradise. There was no pain it’s like YOU took it from me the moment I laid my HEAD on my pillow and closed my eyes, and was welcomed by YOU in my dreams. I was having a good time til I heard There Goes My Baby by Usher. My phone rung and my dream was over and the pain was back. My heart felt it had a hole in it again. GOSH YOU, HIM, YOU put hurt on me every second. — Criss I STILL ♥ YOU

WILL YOU EVERY UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU?

THE NAME IS CRYSTAL BUT YOU ALL SHALL CALL ME CRISS OR CRISSI. THE DAY I TOOK MY FIRST BREATH WAS ON SEPTEMBER 6. IM A VIRGO MEANS THE VIRGIN. I AM A NICE PERSON WHO LIKE TO MET NEW PEOPLE AND HAVE FUN. I AM A SHY PERSON TIL I GET TO KNOW YOU, BUT DONT LET THAT FOOL YOU...THE MOMENT SOMEONE PISS ME OFF IT IS A WHOLE DIFFERENT STORY...I LOVE TO BE ON THE COMPUTER AND DESIGNIN GRAPHICS. I LOVE TO LISTEN TO MY MUSIC..ITS LIKE MY ANTI DRUG JUST LIKE MY LIL GIRL AND PHOTOSHOP. ITS LIKE I CAN NOT LIVE WITHOUT OUT THE THREE.